Well I am just getting worse by the day...I finally called the doctor yesterday and they called in some meds BUT they called them in at the Northwoods Mall pharmacy...not very bright. Then when I called to get it fixed they just lost it all together so when I went to the Pekin office last night to pick up my meds they weren't there. I flipped out and was super pissed. First thing I did today when I got to work was call the Peoria Walgreens and they found where it was called in and not filled so they are going to fill it for me...So now I just have to make it through the 4 hours here at work then I can go home and drug myself till I pass out and feel better. No candle party for me today I probably won't even get around to seeing Suz. I just want to be in bed. There is so much pressure in my head and then so much crap in my lungs I can hardly breathe. It hurts way to much to even try to cough it up. I am just going to have to tough it out till noon then let the medicine work it's magic.

Uftring never found anything wrong with my car...which I guess is a good thing. They didn't decide that till too late yesterday for me to bring back the Jeep that I have so oh darn I have to keep that all weekend. It's nice...it was a little all over the road this morning...it's a tad windy out there.

I really hope I am not busy here. Wishful thinking...we have a CD special going so I know I will have some people in for that. My head is so not all together so thinking takes extra effort, more extra effort than usual.

I really like the day after pay day...makes me look like I am rich because none of my bills have come out yet. I will be so happy come September when I have that extra money for not having to make a car payment. I might actually be able to afford myself and go out and have some fun. For now until I move again and get settled things are going to be a little tighter than usual. I can handle it...it's not the first time I have been broke. Hopefully things will level out with my health soon and I won't have to pay so much in medicine either. That would save me tons of money. Most of the pills I have to get now are because of one pill to calm side effects. So the sooner I get off the prednisone the better.

I have a project I could work on that would kill some time but I am afraid about the time I drag it all out and start messing with it customers will start coming in. I would rather sit here and stare off into my own little world...my head...oh my head...

The teller line has been pretty steady...saw a few people I used to wait on here...they were surprised to see me. That's always nice when people remember you.

Well...I have nothing to ramble about now...going to check on a few things and then if I still have no one I guess I will start putting that book together.